i realized that though i'm very open with how i'm talking about things now, i'm more of speaking from my mind then from my cold rebuttals. i'm not into cold rebuttals anymore. i'm just up to being open and speaking as me. the cold rebuttal behind this name is not me anymore. We're always ever changing.
so within that event, this journal will probably be shut down, and i think i may be moving on over to kyouri very soon. Like, in the next few days. -- kyouri if youre wondering is the japanese word for "Mind or feeling within someones heart" and as rufusian said when she heard the definition, she said it made her think of me.
So I hope to see you guys @ kyouri where i'll be posting my thoughts soon.